Wednesday, July 29, 2009
today was. hmm. pretty fun!:D chapel was kinda retarded. kelly and yvonne were pinching away, and i got pinched once each from them. ouch.><>
oh the bus ride home was the worst. i officially hate taking bus53. i was waiting at the busstop when two people came shouting over the crowd, totally embarrassing me away. then started embarrassing me in the bus too. and one of them fell on me in the bus. oh me and deanna were trying to see who can balance better! but unfortunately the bus driver slowed down on the turn. no fun.:(
according to my torturer i have hurt her feelings but i dun see how. -.-
i flew away@ 2:46 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
ARRRGH.
today was. hmmmm. haha. a little weird.
bel's back!:D but the person upup there is still busy sleeping at home.
i'm totally jealous. hahaha.
OMG today's cca was fruitful.
we totally beat the C div(i still love you guys) and officially pissed Qianda off.
it was great. i love being centre it totally rocks.
we had one part where it was some "badminton match".
i blocked, huiqian blocked, and i blocked back! they couldnt get it. heehee!
sigh. i wanna eat pepper lunch.
i flew away@ 5:37 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
boring day. chia and bel didnt come today. stupidddd.
i wanna be sick too. i'm trying hard.
maybe should use shalyn's suggestion of visiting chia at her house and staying
there for a longlonglong time.
yvonne cut her haiiiiiirrr!:D
i lvoe her gatsby.
damn nice smell la!
GREEN APPLE.:D
maybe i go buy the orange one.
then we can both sniff sniff together.:D
sigh.
i think my ankle got problem.
my mom wants me to take long term mc.
but im so not willing to.
think i'm gonna change my blog address.
i wanna change it to beanerd.com!:D
if it isnt taken already.:/
be a nerd!
i flew away@ 2:32 AM
Saturday, July 25, 2009
it's that feeling we all can't comprehend ..
woke up super early to support yb for her NSC today.
damn sian la.
we were all half dying in the filming.
they keep retaking over and over again.:(
tired.
deanna and yvonne never come today:(
hopefully they can come next time,
cos yb got into semis!!:D
people's getting sick.
get well soon chia.
my oath that i'll never lie to you again.
i flew away@ 5:21 AM
Friday, July 24, 2009
damn sian.
it was racial harmony day today.
many people dressed up, an all looked nice.
haha in our whole group only kelly, yvonne and i were COOL.:D
hahha but we borrowed scarfs and bangles and did rubbish anyway.
volleyball was fun.
i kena punishment for hitting the ball outta court.
i think my wrist is hurt.
it's kinda at an odd angle.
hmm.
i flew away@ 8:45 AM
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
LISTENING COMPRE TODAY WAS RETARDED.:D
haha alot of us alol got different answers. no one knows which is right or wrong.
oooo. scaryyyy.:D hahaha!
but the was pretty funny. cos everyone was almost dozing off before the oral.
just couldnt help it!
the music they played was so classical,
everyone wanted to sleep.
they played what, "memory", "fur elise", please la.
dun sleep sure got something wrong.
hahaha. then afterwards we met the tamil girls in class.
then shab was trying to teach kiran ways to hinthint to her.:D
she went,
"okay. if the answer is A, you kick this side of the chair.
if the answer is b, you kick that side of the chair" and so on.
kiran practidcally fainted and said, "i kick your chair they kick me outta class!"
haha sha went next. she was like, "if its A you *cough!
if its B you *coughcough!
if it's C you *coughcoughcough!
then kiran said," yeahyeah, then d i go *coughcaoughcaoughcaough issit!"
damn funny la, the tamil people.
damn retarded stuff happened today.
delia was dragging her friend around,
and out of desperation,
her friend suddenly latched on to me.
then i got a shock. hahaha.
then when i was walking home just now,
this three malay boys was walking towards my direction.
then one approached me and suddenly said,
"eh girl your wallet."
then i huh-ed damnloud and turned around.
then the other two guys laughed!
then they guy in front of me went "ehehehe. just kidding"
and ran off.
then i remembered my wallet was in my bag all the time,
SO MALU.:D
hahaha.
i flew away@ 2:19 AM
Monday, July 20, 2009
roly-polys are cute.:D
i still have more, but i'll post them another time.
my com's jamming.:(
for you, cow.:D
i flew away@ 7:00 AM
stupid delia's request-.-
I SAW DELIA AT GIANT YESTERDAY.
SHE WAS WEARING PE SHORTS AND SOME SHIRT.
AND SHE WAS PUSHING A TROLLEY.
hahaha. yeah, i did meet her there.
we were both pretty shocked.:D hahaha
then her mom came along and gave me this weird look,
like "who is she?"
then i was like like, "uhhhh. peng you."
haha. i went to the jetty yesterday! and i saw manymany roly-poly worms.
they are these worms, they roll up when you touch them.
there're so cute!
i started making every roly poly i saw roll up.
and i made them stay that way.
then i started making letters with them.
i'llpost the pics in the next post.:D
hahaha.
i flew away@ 6:19 AM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
you disgust me.
you always try to seem so nonchalant,
when everyone knows what you're thinking.
you're like this mirror trying to hide all its stains.
and you're so extra.
you know i hate to see your face,
but you just have to appear in front of me all the time.
leave her alone.
she's not in the least interested in you at all.
stop disturbing her and me.
leave us alone.
you're trying to make it seem you got something against me,
when everyone knows what you actually are thinking.
it's disgusting.
i hate it.
keep away from me.
i dun care who you are,
what you do,
wherever you are.
just get out of my face and leave me alone.
you disgust me.
i flew away@ 8:13 AM
sigh, i realised the sufferings of the olden days people today.
when i got forced into wearing some retro clothes.
hahaha. we had this church event,
and the clothes theme was retro.
i was so planning not to wear itat first,
but somehow my mom talked me into it.
it was terribly uncomfortable,
and i looked retarded.
and my brother looked like some chao ah beng.
but he totally should have clinched "best-dressed".
it was unfair. we all nominated him.
i'm tired.
and i can't believe i promised the cow to go over her class tmr.
sian. sigh.
PICTURES IN THE NEXT POST!
i flew away@ 7:34 AM
Friday, July 17, 2009
i bought the michael jackson live tour dvd todayyyy!:D hahaha
it was $19.90, a total waste of money, but i just had to get it.
cos there were parts with people having to go hospital
cos they were too crazy over him!
COOOOOOOOOOL.
we sent my sis to her ben and jerry's party at united square today.
then my mom went to Udder's to binge on ice cream!
it was damn nice. ilove that place.
hahaha. then we went to novena square to buy stuff.
i saw this cool shirt at Levi's, but my mom dun let me buy.:(
she say its too boyish, where got!!
dinner was at northpoint's Japanese Themed foot court.
my sister and i had an interesting conversation at the window where the lady was making our pasta.
cj: wahlao. why the aunty put so little mushroom! so selfish.
sj: eh. alot alr leh. dun complain la you.
cj: okay.
(the aunty used a hand covered with plastic to dip into the tomato sauce to smear on the plate to indicate that pasta wanted tomato sauce)
cj:eeeeeeeee! so dirty the uanty put her hand in!
sj: aiyah. got plastice bag la. clean la.
cj: okay.
(the aunty added cream sauce into our pasta)
cj: eh. so little.
(the aunty added water)
cj: oh. (face turns red)
sj: (smiles)
cj: (stares at the tomato sauce)
cj: how come got chilli!!! i dun want chilli! chilli in spaghetti very disgusting. i dont want!
sj: stupid. its tomato sauce la.
cj: (turns to mommie) mommie! i hungry!
m: mmmmm.
HAHA. my sister is so cute.
i'm tired.
i wanna watch bleach, byebye!
i flew away@ 9:59 PM
omg. this is FREAKING lame.
jing told me to go to her blog to try out some tictactoe.
and i was doing gw,
but well i was distracted:D
hahaha.
so i went to her blog and played the game.
and i was happily about to win
(uh well actually i only put the 2nd "X")
WHEN I GOT WOKEN UP.
AND RUDELY INTERRUPTED.
SO EVERYONE GO PLAY IT COS ITS FUN!
haha okok.
i wanna go swimming now. bye!:D
i flew away@ 9:59 PM
i'm going swimming in about 10minutes time.:D nyahaha. and i feel lazy.
but i wanna get tan. sigh.
life is so demanding as always.:D
hahah.
i accompanied deanna and sha running yesterday.
and while they were enduring the run
under the sun,
i was training my arms and stomach at the fitness corner.
i wanted to train my legs as well,
but when i saw this huge black spider with some green line on its back,
i backed off.
well i thought it was poisonous.
i dun want some poisonous spider to come jumping on my head and
polluting it with his darned poison.
HAHHA.
went home afterwards and went fro street evangelism.
it was tiring.
we only got one yesterday.
yawn
i flew away@ 9:47 PM
Thursday, July 16, 2009
today was boring.
i'm kinda tired and all.
went to gym! hahaa.
i wanna sleep. bye.
i flew away@ 2:26 AM
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
oral today was depressing.
i was taking pics with every single HCL girl
who was gonna meet their fate today. and yeah. that was bittersweet..
but themoment oral started, everything turned bad.
the passage was supposed to be okay, but when i has halfway reading,
my head started spinning and i couldnt carry on
another word. it was terrble.
then the conversational topic was the worst.
it caught everyone off guard. itwas shocking. and terrible .sigh.
i flew away@ 6:24 AM
IKEAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
i flew away@ 6:09 AM
Monday, July 13, 2009
today was .. nervously nervewracking.
i was supposed to go out with jess and jing to tampine's ikea today.
and i forgot to tell my mommie.
then when i was busy snacking on meatballs,
my mom suddenly called and said she was coming to school to fetch me.
i seriously panicked man.
then i keep saying no and hung up on her.
anbd kept ignoring all her calls,
til my DAD called.
hhohoho. haha lucky i got let off.
phew.
haha we totally camwhored in ikea. so fun!
pics put up later.:D
hahaha. i olove jess!
she was worrying what to buy me for my birthday.
so we decided to go the ikea food thingy,
and she bought me a huge box of milk biscuits.
that filled up my whole big tupperware.
hahaha.
love that spastic person..
i'm tired and miserable/
out seats got changed today.
abnd i'm surrounded with quiet people./
i guess i'll be emo-ing alot for the rest of the year.
so miserable .
i flew away@ 6:18 AM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
today was a pretty retarded day.
driven by my determination to slim down.,
i awoke at 730 in themorning and went swimming.
hahaha i got back in time for church.
and was practically dozing during sermon!:D
hahaha. i went to the car exhibition at expo after on.
so many cool cars!
and there was this lost kid. so poor thing!:(
haha. and also, there was this poor guy.
he had to be encrusted in metal.
uh, simplay speaking.
he dressed up as Transformer's Optimum Prime!
and his suit made somuch noise as he walked past.:/
HAHA we went over to Giant afterwards,
and my bro and i were watching one of MJ's live concerts.
it was damn crazy! haha!
my bro and i were leaving on the travellator when it suddenly stalled forward!
haha damn shocking.
but we got off soon enough.
and it was my mom's turn.
she was halfway through the travellator when it suddenly started!
she stumbled forward, and boy,
you people should've been there,
EVERY SINGLE LADY was screaming their heads off.
and the men were cringing away. it was a hilarious sight!:D
sigh. imtired.
i MUST go gym tmr.
i flew away@ 5:25 AM
Saturday, July 11, 2009
i just realised today that you should never mix alcoholic content with other stuff.
you'd get sick.
and you'd get a serious bad headache.
hahaha.
i drank some gin tonic today!:D
it was ultra nice.
and i finished the whole glass.
then minutes after, my grandma gave me oneh-oneh.
and i forced the sugar coconut content down my throat.
then she made me drink ginseng.
and i had a horrible headache afterwards.
i stumbled to the kitchen with the gin glass.
and dropped the glass.
it landed right in front of my feet and the glass pieces flew everywhere.
ouch right.
thank goodness my head was still clear enough to clean up,
and stumble and fall onto my bed.:D
haha. i'm so tired.
sigh.
i made a decision to go swimming and gym four times a week altogether.
starting tomorrow, after church.
i wanna slim down bad!
i flew away@ 6:51 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
If time was still
The sun would never, never find us
We could light up
The sky tonight
I would see the world through your eyes
Leave it all behind
If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
That'd be alright
Be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly with me
Oh yeah
Gotta fly with me now
Now the past
Has come alive
And given meaning
And a reason
To give all I can
To believe once again
If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
That'd be alright
Be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly with me
Maybe you were just afraid
Knowing you were miles away
From the place where you needed to be
And that's right here with me
If it's you and me forever
You and me right now
I'd be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly with me
If it's you and me forever
If it's you and me right now
I'd be alright
Be alright
If we chase the stars to lose our shadow
Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine
So won't you fly
Fly
Fly
With me
i flew away@ 3:35 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
pictures of our buffet.:D
seriously, this was only a third of what we ate.
"die alr laaaaaa."
i flew away@ 3:12 AM
hahaha.
today was equally crazy as yesterday.
delia and jacelyn shoved bunai into my hands.
bunai = big cutemonkey
haha. it was seriously huge and damn cute!
haha.
i received a dirty pink bear from kelly.
and at the end of the day, it was twice as dirty.
nyhahaha! it was cos everyone was throwing it around.
i named it ber.
in remembrance of mm.
haha. joanne's present was so funny. a monkey shirt (which totally fit bunai),
and um. lots of giordano stuff.
and a giordnano badge which costs a dollar. (never take of price tag.)
haha.
im jealous of sylvia!!!!
she isnt burnt, that's for one.
and she's tanner than me.
and she actually looks nice in her tan.:D
i flew away@ 2:43 AM
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
i swear,
i have the weirdest birthday presents.
but i love them!:D
all very cute.:D
haha. i received a one-year-old box from sha, this box with a mirror in it plus some weird letter.
yingbing gave me a nice cup!:D i'll use it for tea. and i got this huge envelope with a big hand made card and a magnet from deanna and yvonne. very cute.:D
AND YEAH, kelly baked this super weird cake. this CRACKED cake with poisonous brown icing. i got sent to the hospital cos of the cake!:( hahaha! i started sharing it with everyone. it's gone now,:D
MY LAST ANDMOST RETARDED PRESENT. from bel, chia and jiaxuan. hahahaha i called all of them and started hollering at them.:D but thanks! it's so small and "cute"!-.- hahaha.
OH YES OMG. I WENT TO SCHOOL SHOWING OFF MY TANS AND BURNS. and turns out that chia has tans too.:( AND SHES TANNER THAN ME DAMMIT.:( I AM NOT SATISFIED. cos i got more burnt than her but she's tanner than me. life's not fair. i'm serious burnt at the shoulder and back. and it's super super red and hurting.
haha. i walked home from school today! 20 min walk! and accomplishment!:D
i flew away@ 2:42 AM
Monday, July 6, 2009
hahaha heyyyyy.
its my birthday today!:D
instead of spending the birthday with my parents not knowing, i awoke at 8, went into my parents' room and said, "its my birthday today. wish me. hurry!"
hahahaa. and i got my wish. they wished me,:D
anyway my dad brought us fishing at the punggol end jetty.
it was real fun and all.
my sister and i were arguing on whose seashell picking skills are better,
and obviously it's mine.
then i followed me bro up the jetty to fish.
haha. there were so much fish!
and my bro almost caught a sotong!
but it ran away.:(
we went to eat dimsum buffet afterwards,
omgomg.
my brother ordered like 3 sets of every kind of dimsum,
and there were like 70 plates ib iyt table.
terrible right!
we were dying trying to finish them all.
hahahahahaha.
oh yes.
tian jing lou has magnificent mango pudding!:D
hahaha. anyway we were staring at the windows of a sex shop.
then we were staring at all the kinds of kinky underwear.
then my sister starting asking us what a vibrator was.
i kept telling her she'd know when she grew up,
so she got fed up and asked my dad.
then my dad just waved his hand dismissively and said,
"massage la."
hahaha.
so retarded.
OH YES.
delia and jacelyn started flooding my old phone with their "affections".
my phone started cracking under the pressure.
its too old to handle all these stuff.
OH,
poor phone.
ahaah thanks to those two,
half of my inbox is filled with their "affections".
i flew away@ 4:54 AM
Sunday, July 5, 2009
i am eating butterscotch ice cream! i think butterscotch rocks balls.
hahaha. it's a hectic day today. my dad drove us around little india and brought us to see the marina barrage? so weird la. hahaha. i went to suntec for church today. and it was damn boring. i was smsing delia and jacelyn happily, when my mother confiscated my phone. damnnn.
haha. i'm in the birthday card committee for church. so fun. i made a card for esther LYE, and i got a super inspiration! i drew the female toilet sign and had it don a hot pink dress and ribbon!very cute! i think i'm so great. haha. she loved the card.
sigh. it's kinda a pretty boring weekend. my birthday tomorrow! hahaha. but it'll be pretty boring. i can't even go out, and i'm not even celebrating. think i'll just catch up on some sleep.:D
i flew away@ 6:51 AM
Friday, July 3, 2009
bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.
bored.
yawn.
hahahaha.:D
i flew away@ 7:07 AM
today was so boring.
i cried again this morning. a
aiyo.
it's terrible.
i look okay,
but i feel damn pain.
anyway.
i can't go near paper.
i'll start writing,
non-stop,
to her.
and write and write and write.
i think i got about .. 5 long ones?
yeap.
we're doing books for CIP.
for the little kids.
our group chose babooon/
and we realised that we dunno how to draw baboon-.-
how stupid can we be?
haha almost got chased outta the library.
cos we were so noisy.
then vienna and her friend,
were taking pics of us.
we;re gonna appear on school posters!
yippee!
haha.
my birthday's coming.
monday.
but it's a holiday.
and i'm not even celebrating.
sigh.
so tired.
i flew away@ 2:43 AM
Thursday, July 2, 2009
i dun feel too good.
just trudging along the walkway this morning,
got caught for socks the 2nd time.
my name is going to the principal's.
trudged aimlessly to class.
met chia.
walked to the toilet,
saw deanna,
and walked back to class.
left them talking and trudged to 2nd floor.
walked past 1-3,
almost reaching 1.2 when i heard my name.
cheryl asked me if i was okay.
jacelyn and delia came.
and smacked me and told me not to emo.
then said an abrupt bye.
got shipped off to the counsellor's with the 7 others around 810 this morning,
cried there for four periods straight.
talked a little.
wrote a long letter to her.
and handed it to the counsellor.
got out,
went to toilet,
found some people crying.
hugged them
and started crying too.
it's difficult.
it sure is.
left school early today.
got called out in the middle of chem.
it was scary.
i was worrying away like crazy.
it's hard.
it's difficult.
i'm holding on.
i flew away@ 12:50 AM
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
today was stupid.
i couldnt eat luinch cos i only had 40cents, so i got so hungry i felt full. so dumb.
today was darned stupid.
it sucks, doesnt it?
when everything gets so unexpected.
its the everyday life you go through,
when suddenly something happens,
and everything is thrown in chaos.
you wanna let go,
but it's just impossible to do so,
nomatter how much you try,
it's still there.
you thinkyou need some time,
but as time goes by,
everything gets harder and harder.
move on,
they say,
but how?
it's hard.
i flew away@ 4:18 AM