i dun feel too good.

just trudging along the walkway this morning,
got caught for socks the 2nd time.
my name is going to the principal's.
trudged aimlessly to class.
met chia.
walked to the toilet,
saw deanna,
and walked back to class.
left them talking and trudged to 2nd floor.

walked past 1-3,
almost reaching 1.2 when i heard my name.
cheryl asked me if i was okay.
jacelyn and delia came.
and smacked me and told me not to emo.
then said an abrupt bye.

got shipped off to the counsellor's with the 7 others around 810 this morning,
cried there for four periods straight.
talked a little.
wrote a long letter to her.
and handed it to the counsellor.

got out,
went to toilet,
found some people crying.
hugged them
and started crying too.
it's difficult.
it sure is.

left school early today.
got called out in the middle of chem.
it was scary.
i was worrying away like crazy.

it's hard.
it's difficult.
i'm holding on.

sarajane
PLV
6july1994
freaked-out-@hotmail.com
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